Indecent behavior
I didn't control.
Wanting, yearning
for someones body.
Hurting others
by only thinking of myself
I loved the one I was with,
but now it is gone.
I only "wanted" for one night
knowing it wasn't worth it.
Looking for pleasure
because I was lonely.
Looking for comfort
when it wasn't given.
Feeling excited
to have something new.
Having the feelings
of excitement vanish.
To receive attention.
Understanding my regrets,
but sometimes it feels good...
being such a BAD GIRL!