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And sadly..the end
smiling and laughing on the outside.
i look so happy, but not on the inside.
so caught up in fear and emotion, im about to break.
my smiles and my laughter, all of its fake.
ive buried myself alive, consumed in my own faults.
im sickened, im mad, im scared ill never dig my way out.
i fake a smile and say im fine.
why cant you see past it? cant you tell that im lying?
6 feet under, im buried alive on the inside.
theres too many secrets ive tried to shut out for a long time.
no ones here for me, no one who will understand.
no one to dig me out, no one to take my hand.
but since the day i met you, im begining to see the light.
you've made things much better, you've help make it right.
thank you for understanding everything i talked about.
now im slowly begining to dig my way out.
