silence is all i hear...
nothing is everything in here...
so if i have nothing do i have everything???
no i just have my self which i good enough to bear...
if i can just bear this a little bit longer...
why is it so hard to bear this wieght???
after all ive had it for a while...
but no it just gets worst...
and worst and worst and worst...
its sufacating me...
squising the life from me...
destroying me...
one secound at a time...
it just gets worst never better...
yet if nothing is happening to make it worst...
then why does it seem to be getting worst then ever...
i just want to forget...
forget everything...
start over anew...
from the beginning of time...
all the surfering and madness...
how did it turn out this way???
is there anyway to prevent it???
or is it fate???
is fate real or just another part of my imagination...
is anything real anymore???
or are we just pupets with no real goal in life???
nothing more then to exist and cause more havoc...
to destroy and be destroyed...
its a patern that keeps going on and on...
so why cant it stop???
is it a roller coaster ride that goes on and on for eternity???
do i have to jump???
or when it thinks its done its job...
bye tourturing the life out of me...
will it release me???
does it ever end???
and if so when???