I stand back and watch
Waiting for your return
I know you will
Since Ive been there from the first
I know youll come running back
And I'll comfort you as you cry
Ill be there and forgive it all
Ill try to forget
The way you betrayted me
I feel for your trick
Opened up for the first time in so long
Yet I knew my fears where valid
And the past would rear its head
And as all the others before
I watched as another lured you away
After all Im just the pillow
The one who guids your way
Im the one there when you need me
Yet always tossed aside
For someone more interesting
For someone easier to manipulate
For someone who seems to be better in some way
Youd think Id be used to it by now
Used to this betrayal
Used to the lies
Used to the hurt
Yet for once agian the pain is back
Just wanna go numb agian
Yet I knew this was coming when I opened up
Guess one day I learn my lesson
And keep my mouth shut
My heart closed