My Worst Nightmare

I thought I had a friend I thought she was true

But in the end she left me to go through

The nightmares you could only fear

And now I sleep and wake with tears

I hear the door locking every night

I feel his kisses and it’s not right

I remember yelling I rather die

I remember his voice don’t ask why

Things he said I cannot forget

The fears I’d love to just get rid

I fear my boyfriend

I fear his touch

I fear I’ll wake up and it will be Josh

His name I remember I can’t let go

Because he hurt me more than you know

How long will I be like this?

How long will I run?

How long can I shiver if Steve is the one?

I can barely kiss him

I barely can sleep

I barely let him see me weak

But when I cry he’s always there

I know he loves me and that he cares


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I really do cry all the time, this one guy makes me fear the night, and the comforting embrace of my boyfriend

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