I love to dream but cannot sleep
I lie awake and cry and weep
I think of you and what you have done
I look at you picture and have to run
From the fact this has happen again
Except I gave you my heart I thought you would mend
Instead of pushing me off the edge
I already was built onto that ledge
Looking down I see painless joy
Looking up I see me being another toy
Down is where my dreams all lay
Up is where my heart is displayed
For all to see and all to be known
Instead of love I rather be thrown
Into that pit unto my dreams and wish
Endless crying endless bliss
I end it now I cannot stay
I cannot even find the way
I'm lonely in love is all one sided
I'm lost in my heart and can't get by it
So I take the sun's pride and all
I swallow it now and than I fall
Into a sleep I cannot be awaken
For as long as I can remember I've been forsaken
So I lie to rest not even a goodbye
I'm sure it doesn't matter because you won't even cry