I sit in this dark, bleak room
Tears flowing out of my eyes
I just think to myself why?
A good friend of mine reads a quote
"Never think why, or it will destroy your mind"
I'm thinking why everyday
My body shakes like a seizure
More tears flow out of my eyes
My throat starts to close
I feel so weak
I just wish I was there to help you
FUCK I yell out
My heart is in soo much pain
In my mind "NO ONE FUCKING UNDERSTANDS"
I look towards the mirror
See the tears flow
My mind is screaming
Endlessly
I just want this to all go away
FUCK THE WORLD I said
I just sit here in this bleak dark room
Crying
Thinking why....
Did you have to die...