Verse 1
I look back
At all the times
I could just
Never seem
To get it right
Hiding from those
Trying to steal my light
As I lost myself
In my chaotic mind
And I caved once again
To those
Living so blind
They wouldn't know
Wrong from right
To save their life
Chorus
I just really need to say
I'm sorry if you
Can't handle the way I am
I cannot be who I am not
God help me this is
All I've got
Verse 2
The so many times
You fed to me
Your lies
Bullshit justified
By such fucked up minds
You made me
Drown again
Oh how I wish
Back then
I could have just
Risen up against
The madness
That made you
So empty inside
Chorus
Bridge
This the only me
I have ever known
I never really
Wanted you to see
The fucked up
Side of me
I just can't seem
To keep locked inside me
It always gets
The best of me
But I really need
You to know
There is more to me
Than that oh
So get ready to go oh
Because ready set here I go
Chorus