I am tired
Of fighting
Myself
Just to
Figure out
Who I am
I am tired
Of trying
In vain
To prove
To others
What I am worth
I am tired
Of questioning
My own intuition
Because
Of myself
Even I
Can never
Be sure
I am tired
Of trying
And getting
Nowhere
I am tired
Of being
Invisible
Un noticed
And passed over
For someone else
But more than that
I am tired
Of not being able
To put all of that
Behind me
And start again
With a purpose
The way I know
I should