Sometimes
I feel
Like I have
Lived
My live
In the shadows
On the outside
Looking in
Yearning
To finally
For once
Fit in
With those
Those who
Have always
Made me
Feel like
Nothing
But as I grow
Older
I find
More and more
That I finally
Seem to
Know better
And I get it now
Growing up
They needed me
To feel like
I needed them
More than I ever
Truly needed them
And for once
I am finally
Happy
That I never did
Fit in
With people
Like them