An angel standing in the shadows, every move I make he watches over, like a guardian angel in the mist, youll forever protect me your best, I have a friend, a friend indeed, he has helped me more, more then i can see, he never let me down, though I cant see him, I somehow find the strength to feel him, your in my heart, and forever youll stay, he is my best friend, Ill forever try my best, my best to ignore those who hurt me, all I do is wish to forget, forget the pain left behind, it kills me inside, forgetting the past, is one in a million tricks, you cant forget, because all you do is try to remember, remember one little thing about him, when you cant it drives you crazy, so all you do is think none stop, I must say this is not fair. all we do is dream, just for one second of every living day, is to be normal, nightmares that never go away, remind you of the pain left inside, For these are just my feelings, Ill never let them out, they will forever be with me. I feel like my life is getting worse, but really its getting better, a friend like him, is a friend indeed, Ill never forget him, so many bad things in my life, I cant hide from them any longer,like a guardian angel my big brother will protect me, I remember you now that your gone, youll always be around, because when your through those pearly gates, I know youll still be looking down, and those who dont believe, angels really do cry. I pray ever night, that I will be normal once again, and this is all because I have a friend.