"My Own Fiction" 5 - 27 - 03
I am in a hell of life
Been here now for so long
I've lost sight of the memories
Out of place, yet I feel I belong
I have tried to escape this hell
I have tried to end this night
I have tried to break this spell
But I've lost every battle, every fight
I've given up on the day
When death will take this all away
I've become use to the situation
I am so comfortable with my damnation
Just look into my despairing eyes
And you will see the truth
I have given my heart and tried
Only to be crushed beneath this tooth
The long battle has withered my muscles
Fatigued my every ounce of might
I am dying, despairing, and alone
Surrounded and losing this fight
My heart has kept the flow
Kept up, strong, the beat
But I feel the vigor has drained
And my heart is in defeat
My mind has kept the hope about
Up off of the ground, I've struggled
But it has been a fight for so long
That my mind is at a boggle
All the tries, the hurt, and harm
Have lead me to this place
My body buried six-feet beneath
Covered in eternal solace...