"My Own Prison" 10 - 9 - 02
no it isn't
it cant be true
i still feel the pain
I'm coming unglued
i try so hard
to deny this pain
yet still it comes
yet more it gains
i try to uproot
its grip, its pain
yet still it seeps
even more it drains
denial it seems
a lost battle now
i can still win
but i don't know how
once more in futility
i must try again
to break free of this cage
to loosen these chains
i scream into the dark
"I know i still do!
Goddammit, let go,
I still love you!"
i await the coming
the nearing end
yet still i am stranded
never to be free again....