You never got to know me and who care who's to blame...in the end its all the should have done more.i didnt know we were keeping score...i hate the man in the mirror ...and i cant see the way out...yes i wish to be who you needed years ago...but the reality is less forgiving than your piercing eyes...can't change the past and if i could i surely would...but i know the future can be as great as you allow us to be...i lost the rite you were born too...and thats my nightmare to bare... but i am a great ally... friend... and guide..i know the reality of what was and the perception you must keep...i am sure you might think you were abandoned but reality i was exiled by the powers to be and i complicated that with ignorance and stupidity .... i should have fought... too little too late...i should have tried harder.... too little too late...i amsorry ....too little too late...i have missed you everyday and i watched from afar...i have and will always been proud of you and though you may have never known it fully or ever will believed...i love you and thats the one true constant that makes me smile laugh and remember how dark this bitter darkness i live in is...because your the light that keeps moving me forward and though you will never know this reality.... its true...too little too late