From the moment I wake up, to the second I got to bed, I am thinking of you. I care only for you, and I will give everything to make you happy. You do not see how much you mean to me. You ignore me And respond to others. You are so thoughtful to every guy, except towards me. You don't realize i want to spend all of my time with you, serving you, and simply enjoying your presence. I would give up anything I have planned to spend even a shred of time with you, and you won't even consider changin anything to spend time with me. I go out of my way to even just catch a glimpse of you as you walk away, and it feels like you go out of your way to avoid me. i have a deep, throbbing, painful ache in my heart, because I give all of my energy, all of my passion, and all of my caring, and you throw it back in my face every time you reject a comment on how pretty you look, or tell me to just stop talking to you. I am trying to love you, and you are ruining my self esteem and desire to be alive. it is tearing me up, just because of inconsideration.