I try to go on
But I have fear inside
I want to go away
But I'm scared for my pride
I want you to understand
I want you to see
That life is not a great thing
It's really hard for me
The time has come my life will fall
I have to die and that's not all
I slit my wrist, I have my blade
I tell you now that I'm not safe
I'll push it in
I have no shame
This life I'm in
Is but a game
The pain I have, the day I had
I cry for love but it's a drug
I scream for life, you are near
I tell you one day I will be right here
For one hug and one kiss to see the smile that brightens up your face.