I’m now only concerned about me

History has repeated itselfYou have contradicted yourself

It happens again and again

Same case with all foolish men

Fools that think they can deceit

Thinking they only hold the receipt

And can change one for another

When one has ceased to smother

Them with undivided attention

With undying, unwavering affection

Well, you’ve shown your true color

If only I would’ve believed my mother

When she kept insisting with her gut

That you were a crazy, undeserving nut

Having no beauty or class in appearance

And now known, no existing adherence

As flaky, unstable and flighty as can be

Now with more evidence I can see

You’ve shut down my hopes once more

Glad I was now prepared, not like before

When I expected so much from you

But now I know how to get through

Every time they tell me of your scandals

I believe more firmly you’re a scoundrel

Trying to seem repented and all

But of your little trick, I am appalled

Trying to lure me using others as pawns

I’m the happiest now that you’re gone

Relieved of this heavy, constant burden

I am satisfied with closing the curtain

Closing this absurd chapter of my life

Ready to open the new one despite

The annoying nag your memory presents

And the false cry of your shameful repents

That doesn’t faze me though, I am at peace

For I know that I’ve rid myself of a piece

That I needed to throw out the window

For it to disappear in the night like a shadow

And that everlasting shadow was you

But I am so optimistic now that we’re through

No more foolish mind and word games

No savage beast in need of a tame

So it’s best to leave all hopes behind

You have now no place in my mind

It’s better to leave the memory of what was

And cease to focus on what the other does

Because I’ve turned over a new leaf

And I’m now concerned about me and only me


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