Just gotta watch myself, every step I take,
Gotta keep an eye on the waves I make
In everyone's lives, the pain I cause.
God I don't want to be just another fake.
My dreams run for miles.
My mind's a stack of messy files.
When I empty my soul into the depths,
It collects itself in dangerous piles.
I'm not a girl you take home to Mom.
I tick and tock, like a bomb.
Leave me be to my fucked up mind
And one day maybe the sea will calm.