right now--as if i could feel you
feeling as if--i am forgotten
too forgotten
hear your voice inside my head, with
eyes responding in verse
i fear such
--is there another
that you have seen in a mirror?
have i grown inwards, against gravity
lost my colour?
there is no ringing
in life-purest silence
i worry for your hurt--such injury beyond
i fear of anger at myself and root of loss
i still feel you in my sleep
i wish forever
but what was forgotten
wish to remember forever
please shake a bell
let me know you are here
for i am drowning now