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No Wonder I Don’t Trust
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Learned Things The past few years have been in some what I thought were serious relationships.
Looking through my old emails I realized that I was the one who said I love you.
I was the one who did things like rearrange my life. Put things on hold.
Almost changed location. Compromised myself or my boundaries for them.
I really thought that the person I was engaged to was an awesome boyfriend for years, looking at emails. It was one sided.
My last ever girlfriend ( yes I have been delivered from homosexuality), since then. Same thing. I chased. I sent emails. I communicated every day.
Even the last relationship I was in with Jesse was mainly sexual because
as he put it he couldn't get married.
My whole goal to date is to get married. I'm done.
No wonder I Don’t trust anyone.
Why put myself out there?
All I want is a wonderful, God loving husband who loves me for me and
Loves my daughter as theirs and doesn't abuse either of us.
Understands things I have been through in my past and issues I have with
my body and mind. That I am by no means perfect. Someone who knows I enjoy certain flowers and soft archway lemon cookies. Someone who knows it's nothing to catch me driving and singing or wake up singing first thing in the morning.
A husband that knows I will tend to wake up and pray over our home and family in the middle of the night including our animals. I want to be married not someone's girlfriend. That is why I am single.
