Should I feel this if my child has everything at another home
Should I feel this when she does not want to play her games with me?
Should I?
I hurt because I never get her something first
They always have it
They always play it first
I can’t even take her to a movie
I cant be her everything
Isn’t that what a mother is supposed to be
Not a great-grandmother
I had a toy I got for her and me
She said Oh now I have one here like Meme house
I almost cried
I wanted it to be a first
I wanted to play tea with her
I wanted to hold her and laugh
Not cry because I did not get it first
Why do I feel so worthless yet again in her eyes?
Does she not love me because I can’t do what they do?
Jealousy or betrayal which is it???????