Here I sit alone in my room walls closing in
No friend to be found
Betrayed by everyone I hold dear
No where to turn
Wondering what dark corner I’ll find next
What black whole my life will fall into
Wanting to scream “Help Me!!”
Knowing that it would not be heard
Fearing tomorrow terrified of today
Only one way to live in the past
Where innocence was pure and whole
Where love was real
Not something that was thrown away
Like wilted roses tossed aside
As though it never was
Actions proving words to be lies
Questioning all that’s real
Knowing the truth is deadly to the heart and the body