At a crossroad in my life
A time of uncertainty
My own thoughts smother me
Make me believe
For brief moments of time
Making me cry
Knowing my futures undefined
I can no longer lie
Saying I have everything under control
The actions I’ve already taken
Is shaping my life’s mold
As I try to hold
My bearings together
It’s severed
Clever
I once portrayed my mind
Unguided
I’ve lived my life
Constants the fight
Between heart & mind
Victories defeated
By past lies
Come back to you
In the present
Your future reflected
Thought
I was protecting
Thinking
I was left with nothing
As I realized
I myself am something
To myself
I cannot lie
For myself
I am living
By myself
I shall die
I can no longer cry
Over to what myself
I have did when…..
Time to wipe my eyes
Return amongst the living
At a crossroad in my life
Past Mistake’s
My new beginning