Crossroad

At a crossroad in my life

A time of uncertainty

My own thoughts smother me

Make me believe

For brief moments of time

Making me cry

Knowing my futures undefined

I can no longer lie

Saying I have everything under control

The actions I’ve already taken

Is shaping my life’s mold

As I try to hold

My bearings together

It’s severed

Clever

I once portrayed my mind

Unguided

I’ve lived my life

Constants the fight

Between heart & mind

Victories defeated

By past lies

Come back to you

In the present

Your future reflected

Thought

I was protecting

Thinking

I was left with nothing

As I realized

I myself am something

To myself

I cannot lie

For myself

I am living

By myself

I shall die

I can no longer cry

Over to what myself

I have did when…..

Time to wipe my eyes

Return amongst the living





At a crossroad in my life

Past Mistake’s

My new beginning












Author's Notes/Comments: 

We often fail to realize what’s done in the past plays a lot on your future.. That is why “We must plan for the future as if we already know what it is. To do other wise cancels out the present and makes it meaningless”

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