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Unthinkable part 1
As I sit in a plane reminiscing on every struggle you put me through, this one plane signifies how head over heels I was for you, but with a little look and me not doing enough you reject those feeling s and send me back, not back to ground but just floating to make me believe we still had a chance
But I look at you now and all I can say is damn
Damn damn! I call this the unthinkable because you did it questions running though my mind faster than a kid chasing pavements and running away from regrets and misconceptions but see its amazing how I make analogy about us describing us because my view on us was lust
The trust was seldomly there but executed by every fucking mistake I did and how the fuck you overreacted I i did everything for you ass I would jump out this fucking plane if I had a chance but no unthinkable bitch you are your name not tatted but permanently scared on my heart along with all the treacherous memories of how far we grew apart
It's me I thought me and you were the shit but as kids reality is always shadowed by love but you didn't fucking shadow me you took my heart and my lungs and ripped them out cover the blood in my eyes then you cleaned it like you were an angel from above
Late night phone calls how much you need me and cry out baby please ease don't deceive me
But see during these late night needs of a person I was the person you called for and that was the only reason why I believed we still had something Worth fronting and fighting for but once lies start you began to be them they are your best friends and it may take years for you to escape so I waited and waited till the day the day that never came but still I suffer as if I was the one to blame
For the games you onyour own decided to play
And we both fell inlove don't ever disagree this shit was something that anybody in this world would die for but was I ever the one you cried for
The love of your life if so why we're no actions took place why I was always last place these questions I ask daily but never explained
No but coming to a conclusion on a letter that I would never have the guts to say to your face I loved you soo much but I was always misplaced by the friend and the people you wanted to impress and forgot the most important was making sure us we was put to rest soothe awkward ass break we had just shows how I can do better how you fronted as if about that life you were and really I was I am and I will move on from the pain the unthinkable drainings of life you have brought me taught me
Just you yourself are a plot b
But remember when you try to move on just remember they not me
So when you need it call it
But I feel like you never will even if your fallin
