Never do you talk to me
You ignore me most of the time
Everything was so great and unexpected
And then unexpectedly
I would find
You didn't really feel that way
I was too much to take
Every word I heard you say
Was a lie, so damn fake
And I was so blind
To believe you all those times
I was so stupid
You know you used me
Every moment with you
Was like a story from a book
Wrapping me up and taking me in
But on a second look
I've realized your eyes
Are full of hate and deceit
You choose to use, work it well, and then repeat
And every day
Is a pain I can't take away
I was so stupid
You know you used me
FEELING SO ABANDONED
SO MISTAKEN
SO UNLOVED
WISHING FOR A WAY
TO UNDO IT ALL
IT SUCKS!
WHEN WILL I GET USED TO
LONELINESS AND DESPAIR
KNOWING YOU AREN'T REALLY THERE
I AM SO STUPID
TO BELIEVE I COULD BE WANTED
I DON'T WANT IT!
Painful regretful memories
Broken and unshaped
Torn and scattered, shattered
By your unending hate
Tragedy and misery
Are what love really is
So I know it exists
Because it happens every day
Whether anyone wants it
Someone always pays
I was so stupid
You know you used me
I was so stupid
But I think I knew it
My heart, you used it
You are amusing
When you're abusing
And I was so stupid
You know you used me