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I think about all the pain that I’ve been through. I think of the tears I’ve cried, but then I think of all that pain I’ve caused you. I can only remember one person’s life that I had destroyed. He endured all the hate of my angry scorn. At that time, I let my feelings control what I would do. I just wish I could say that I’m sorry for the pain I caused you. No one will ever know the hatefulness I had inside. But you know my anger and you still held me as I cried. There’s no excuse for why I did those things. I just want you to know that you are my world and my king. I was so young with so much going through my mind. I wish I could change the past, I wish I could just go back in time. I use to say I had no remorse for what I use to do, but I do have one regret and that’s the pain I caused you. Making you shed the tears and feel that pain, I hope you forgive me and I pray that you love me the same. You’re my first love and it will always be that way. You’re the one and only one for me no matter what the people say. I remember all the times I put you through so much stuff. I remember that no matter what I had, it still wasn’t enough. I know I can’t make those things go away, but I hope that you have forgiven me by this day.