I do not sleep at night
I long to talk to someone
Long to be held tight
Even when she wasnt here
I could always rely on her
Id talk to her, take away the fear
Insomnia at its worst
It was only a surprise at first
But i know my mistakes
I endure them for both of our sakes
I know my heart doesnt lie
And I refuse to just sit here and cry
Pray for a call, pray for a text
Im just fooling myself
I really need to rest
The downward spiral, so invitingly
Treading so lightly
Forsaken me
Dreaded paper in front of me
Draw me a map so i can see
Around the corners and through the mist
Where i might find happiness
Light the way to my path
Let me escape all this wrath
Does she feel me, does she care?
She keeps it all in
She does not dare
But still, ill always be here
With only loving embrace
Shed not a tear
And maybe one day when all is said and done
We can share our nights again, and our rising sun