Laying here at night I feel the weather
This cold, a feeling i wish to severe
I pretend my pillow is you, hold on tight
I close my eyes, so numb tonight
I miss the warmth i used to have
And how i used to want to laugh
Feel only confined within this place
I make my escape at my own pace
An inhale for the best
Then lay down to rest
Clear my head, its all the same
These thoughts for me to maim
And then the dreams, haunting to see
They know my weakness, they move in on me
Awake
...and god damn, I forsake
How am i to sleep
When even in my dreams for you weep.