Im Sorry I Lied to You

Im so sorry

There’s nothing that I could say to you

That would ever make me be worthy of your forgiveness

You were so ready to give up and go

When I was so bold

To try and keep you here as long as I could

But im stupid and I fed you lies

Lies that I myself have been forced to believe

But no more, Because its left me nothing but tears

Because I know the undying fact

This pain will never go away



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I have no one or nothing

That is keeping me here

We together share this pain

Nothing binds us to live on anymore

But once were gone will they remember?

Or will we just be replaced?

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Im so sorry

Nothing I could say can take back those words

I’ve fallen deeper then I can get out of alone

But I still told my lies and you listened in

I hope you’ll forgive me for this sin

Because Ill never forgive myself

For all the pain I caused myself

All the lies I forced myself to believe

To the point to where I lost all hope

I cried myself away, away from everything that is here



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I have no one or nothing

That is keeping me here

We together share this pain

Nothing binds us to live on anymore

But once were gone will they remember?

Or will we just be replaced?

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Im so fucking sorry

I could apologize thousands of times

But it still wont be enough

Im the one that failed, not you

I failed you, I failed myself

I lied to you, and I lied to myself

Ill never get over this

How annoyed you probably were

Listening to my lies

When later they turn into cries

It’s a tragedy that hasn’t been written

Never again will speak such nonsense to you

Ill be honest completely

All your poetry moved me a lot

I thought you were just like me, but you were not

Im stupid and ranted on about untruthful bull shit

When you knew the real deal

But can we try a little longer for just a little bit?



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I have no one or nothing

That is keeping me here

We together share this pain

Nothing binds us to live on anymore

But once were gone will they remember?

Or will we just be replaced?

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Please don’t go

I wont go either

I wont leave as long as you wont either

Ill stay as long as we can

Ill do my best to be a man

But I ask you to please hang on

If not for anything, then do it for me

Please don’t leave me alone in this world

I’ve got no one else to turn to

I only got you now, nothing else

Keep me alive, ill keep you living too

Lets not go yet, lets keep each other going

That’s what I want to do

Im sorry I lied to you

Even though I don’t deserve your forgiveness

There’s gotta be something we can do together to end this...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this for you Codi Alvarez...

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