As I sit and pray eyes closed hands fold all I can fell is the brisk cold on the nape of my neck
But I'm beginning to sweat guess I'm nervous haven't spoke to you
In a while and I don't deserve shit to put it loosely truthfully I'm sorry for the things I've started finishing is just part of it
But on the other hand I've been hustle to provide that's no excuse to hide from salvation but starvation is no choice for my child I'm always down I never seem smile losing but never found grasping on to my man hood or atleast what's left problems surround me and now this facing time from moving dimes my moms so disappointed
She ask to talk but never had time could avoided this situation but didn't got to greedy because I hated the way I was living and my son oh my son proud of me he will never fill I won't know him for twent years so you see I need you now more than ever give me the patience to deal give me a mind to build protect my child from here send my wife the love I fell ask my mom for forgiveness for all the things I did I know its alot but I can wait.
Shit Cuz I have nonthing but time for the next twenty years.