love found me

you say, you love me,

but somethings i think you are just saying it instead of meaning it,

i show you love i buy you things that you love that you can't afford,

i write you poems about how your beautiful even when you don't believe it,

you mean everything to me,

but to you, you think it's a game,

you hanging out with guys make me feel ashamed,

only person i have to blame is myself,

i fell for you on first glance,

i didn't care about your past nor what you have done,

but i never saw it coming,

i do everything now,

house is a mess if momma saw this she woouldn't be too proud,

i am here with both knees on the ground,

my life is coming down,

i think it's over yet so reason i still love you,

sometimes i think love is a jail,

how long am i stuck in this hell,

i can't grasp quit whats infront of me,

this love right here is like a game to her,

not knowing what lurks apond these shadows today, 

i'm not too gay.

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