you say, you love me,
but somethings i think you are just saying it instead of meaning it,
i show you love i buy you things that you love that you can't afford,
i write you poems about how your beautiful even when you don't believe it,
you mean everything to me,
but to you, you think it's a game,
you hanging out with guys make me feel ashamed,
only person i have to blame is myself,
i fell for you on first glance,
i didn't care about your past nor what you have done,
but i never saw it coming,
i do everything now,
house is a mess if momma saw this she woouldn't be too proud,
i am here with both knees on the ground,
my life is coming down,
i think it's over yet so reason i still love you,
sometimes i think love is a jail,
how long am i stuck in this hell,
i can't grasp quit whats infront of me,
this love right here is like a game to her,
not knowing what lurks apond these shadows today,
i'm not too gay.