I see her pain
as she whispers hello
knowing what her thoughts
really wanted to say
i know you about to fuck
my man, have a nice day...
i feel his eyes
burning my soul
as my zipper on my coat
flies down as fast as it went up
he's the one in control....
i smell his fragrance
of pure deceit
and the fact that she knows
doesn't count as
a cheat...
i hear the whispers
as i turn off his block
haven't eaten and can't drink something
because anything in my mouth
reminds me of his cock...
i am speechless
as the doctor tries to understand me
can't he get that he was my first
he never straps because raw dog is our thing
even if i contracted HIV...
my reality is too real for t.v
nobody wants this on lifetime
you can't flip a channel and realize my pain
because this is too deep for insecure eyes
i don't want pity...i want life