drinking
..again
because its all i can do at this point
i know
its not the answer
but
it tastes so good going down
my intake gets higher and i get happier
troubles are still there
but
i cant see them anymore
i just dont want to right now
i just want another
beer
another
shot
it eases the tension
and
im good at this
my high tolerance makes it so much easier to do it as often as possible
terminating this way of
living
is not an option at this point
its the only thing that keeps me .....