it started off slowly
the words
oozed out of my mouth
with
hesitation
knowing deep down inside
did
not agree
but that day ..... that day when it hit me
that
i stopped caring
realizing that the pain was just too much and the realization that it just wasnt the same for you
no matter
(what)
it came much easier for me
.......
then
and only then
you became aware of who i was to you
except
(im not the same....
anymore)