hesitation seeps through as the words
leave my brain
been wanting to write about
you for
so
long
dont know why
dont know how you
.......reach me
the way you do
giving me that smile
that
escapes my lips
just by your
(hello)
my heart sinks
then
leaps
you....
infuriate me
thrilling my body
captivating my soul
then
being you
unapologetic...ly
lackadaisical
sitting on your intelligence
letting me be me
or
just
...be
it irks me
infectious msile of yours brings me
freedom
though i know i should be my own
free...
dom...
in the midst of you
i achieve that level of serenity that i long for
writing the words
makes
everything real
cause
i dont believe
how
unbelievably
(unbelievable)
you make
me
feel
...sigh