i am not beautiful
i know this
because
its apparent that im
only on earth
to get
stepped on to get to that
pedestal
and
i stoop down just to make
it easier
for you
its okay not to care
its okay not to want to understand
me
because
im not smart enough to
comprehend
myself
it takes a substantial amount of
balls
to
be
me
but
im never me
cause
im lost in you
this desert in my mouth
disallows me to express the
insecurities
that dont even matter to you
anyway
so i
bow my head one more time
ready for your boots
to leave a trace
on my heart
cause
im not important enough
for
you to stop....