profound
deep
inside
my soul
it lingers
the thought
that
....touch
the sound
those words
it festers
telling me yes
telling me no
making me feel
making me want
although
i know
the truth
so hard
so
much
so long
it haunts
it taunts me
into
thinking
about you
about me
about ....
what used to be
or
could be
never that
never again
can i ever trust
dont want to feel
dont want to hurt
yet
looking
hoping
thinking
maybe
even thouugh
i know
the truth
my heart
entertwines
intervenes
in the middle of the chaos
finding its way
to normalcy
maybe
that will help
but
i
shiver
(when i hear our name)
shake
(as i see your face)
tremble
(as i read your words)
knowing full well
the
truth
deep inside
i know
the truth
so ...
its just another one of those
failed attempts
at
love
and i wish that someone
would just lie to me .....