im stupid to think that you really want me
im stupid to think that you care
im stupid to think that if i really needed you
that you would actually be there
im stupid to dream about you
wanting to kiss those lips again
im stupid to have silly ideas of you and me
constantly fill my head
im stupid to worry about you
wondering if you're okay
im stupid for wanting to hold you
at the end of a busy day
im stupid to continue to miss you
knowing you dont give a shit
im stupid to shed tears for you
as i think about this
in all of my stupidity
i still love you so
its even more stupid
because you dont even know
how much i care
or how much you've hurt me
how much ive done absolutely nothing
but obsess over you and me
.......the more stupid i get
the more stupid i feel
the stupid thing is
i try to make your love for me real
it was all a game to you
and i played the wrong hand
falling in love with you
was totally not the plan
so i know i would be real stupid
if you were to call me tonight
wanting to see me
wanting to make things right
i would make love to you
without hesitation
instantly feeling stupid after
cause i had been so patient
waiting for you to want me
the way i want you
knowing full well
that none of what happened was true
stupid is as stupid does
is what i always say
and that would be my last stupid move with you
before i finally walked away
.......