what i put my head through

Folder: 
Anger Within

migraines

       ....they fill my head

as i try to put a finger on

what to do with



  myself

my

life

solutions to these obstacles

that

continually block my path to pure

..happiness

evade me

        not knowing

what i did to deserve this



thumping

         vice

             gripping

migraines

         ....overtake me

as i try to piece together

this

unmistakable puzzle called

my

life

       cursing

              (fuck...)

screaming

            (HELP ME!)

needing

       someone

              to pull me up from under



......i hold my head in my hands squeezing it for some sort of

reaction .......

but it still hurts so bad

even though

              im heavily medicated

these pounding headaches

are

enough

to make me cry

cause im so tired of hurting

so tired

of

                            (trying)



im opening my eyes to the fact that



        failure

               is

                  indeed



my destiny

no matter how much i try to make myself believe

that its not



          .....my eyes close

the light is too bright

the noise too loud

and

my head just cant take it

                          ...anymore

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