migraines
....they fill my head
as i try to put a finger on
what to do with
myself
my
life
solutions to these obstacles
that
continually block my path to pure
..happiness
evade me
not knowing
what i did to deserve this
thumping
vice
gripping
migraines
....overtake me
as i try to piece together
this
unmistakable puzzle called
my
life
cursing
(fuck...)
screaming
(HELP ME!)
needing
someone
to pull me up from under
......i hold my head in my hands squeezing it for some sort of
reaction .......
but it still hurts so bad
even though
im heavily medicated
these pounding headaches
are
enough
to make me cry
cause im so tired of hurting
so tired
of
(trying)
im opening my eyes to the fact that
failure
is
indeed
my destiny
no matter how much i try to make myself believe
that its not
.....my eyes close
the light is too bright
the noise too loud
and
my head just cant take it
...anymore