adversity
is all i know
grief
turmoil
accompanies me to bed
hugging me tightly through my
dreams
i try to fight it
(it pretends)
to let me win
then
im crying again
...this
sad
cruel
world
that i live in lays stagnant inside
my head
never to leave me
alone
bloody hands shake
fate
away
yet it seems to crawl underneath my skin
my tears
are
lonely
tired of dripping into a downward spiral
and
so is my soul
....this
thing called
(life)
is taking everything from me
its taking everything in my power to
stop it
but defeat wraps around me
gagging my relentless urge to
persevere
love drives me
but will it stay?
passion rules my heart
but is it enough?
....im not enough
to
make it go away forever
continuing my failed attempts to succeed
(ultimately)
driving the force to my end