my mind is in knots
twisting
and
turning
looking for a way out of its
misery
torment
pain
its in turmoil
.......because of you
i let this happen
let my heart fall
and
my mind follow
so now that its over
it cant let go
as
much
as i
want it to
as much as it needs to
urgency rushes through it
as i long to see you
touch you
something simple as to just
....
talk to you
but my heart and mind have joined forces against you
it hurts too much
i've let the love for you fester
even now
so ....
friend is a hard thing to say about you
cause we werent
'friends'
as my heart broke
as my mind broke
(as WE broke)
time is all i need to get my mind off of you
off of us
........
but im not sure that TIME will ever come