a Street Fairie Bitter Like A Star....

there isn't really much that

i can say



about the way you held

my waist

your taste

on my lips

your grip

on my hips



the look in your eyes

you took me by surprise

but it was all

a disguise



i should've known

better

but all i know is the

way you made me feel

the fantasy was all too real

yet

fake

it was too much for

you to

take

i guess

you were too good to be true

and this i knew

right from the start

yet

i opened up my heart

and

it was the biggest mistake

i have made

            to date



that fucking smile

that fucking intelligence

shit just dont make sense

cause now its

             all

                gone

and i dont know why

but its making me cry



         what the hell

                   was i thinking?



falling in like with you

knowing that eventually my heart

would be blue



it was that fucking kiss

that was pure bliss



that fucking passion

and heat

that swept me off my feet

and now i wish i stayed standing



              what the hell

                       was i thinking?



i'm a 'street fairie

                    bitter

                          like a star'

how i wonder where you are

shit like that only me and you

can understand

and i still wish you were my man

          but

that makes me a fool for you

and that i just wont do

not anymore

      i deserve much more

not another encore

of my heart breaking

into pieces

to the songs

that we listened to together

as i wither and

               die

like my favorite flower

that you gave to me

the day

                        it all started......

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