there isn't really much that
i can say
about the way you held
my waist
your taste
on my lips
your grip
on my hips
the look in your eyes
you took me by surprise
but it was all
a disguise
i should've known
better
but all i know is the
way you made me feel
the fantasy was all too real
yet
fake
it was too much for
you to
take
i guess
you were too good to be true
and this i knew
right from the start
yet
i opened up my heart
and
it was the biggest mistake
i have made
to date
that fucking smile
that fucking intelligence
shit just dont make sense
cause now its
all
gone
and i dont know why
but its making me cry
what the hell
was i thinking?
falling in like with you
knowing that eventually my heart
would be blue
it was that fucking kiss
that was pure bliss
that fucking passion
and heat
that swept me off my feet
and now i wish i stayed standing
what the hell
was i thinking?
i'm a 'street fairie
bitter
like a star'
how i wonder where you are
shit like that only me and you
can understand
and i still wish you were my man
but
that makes me a fool for you
and that i just wont do
not anymore
i deserve much more
not another encore
of my heart breaking
into pieces
to the songs
that we listened to together
as i wither and
die
like my favorite flower
that you gave to me
the day
it all started......