handcrafted
molded into the shape of things
to come
i rest upon the thought of
merriment
and
maybe, just maybe
a smile will part my lips
and
reality
just wont be
anymore
because i know what my mind says
because i know what my heart feels
my undersanding is impaired
cause i
want
something
that will never come
(you and me)
(happiness and peace)
(forever and ever and ...)
my longing
gets me in trouble
i refuse to be selfish
i refuse to be uncaring
i refuse to be
like everyone
else
so
i
end up
where i am today
where i will always be
its ....
handcrafted
specifically
for me ...