It is pointless
I see
to keep trying
living a life that doesn't want me
anymore
the heavens have opened up
their arms
for me
and
I am ready
to be recieved though
I know
there is more work to be done here
but
I am tired
I can't keep crying tears
of lonliness
of battles lost
of broken hearts
of bitterness
yet I do
the heavens
I see the clouds have a chair
waiting
and
I am ready to sit
but before I go
I try
one
last
time
yet......
nothing works
so
I am ready to go