neverending thought patterns
die
within my grasp
I try to hold on for dear life
but I am slipping away
from reality
don't really want to be here
anyway
I know
I know
this is what life has given me
it is what I make it
so I make it what it is
neverending patterns
of
pain
staggering through my veins
trying so hard to leak
out
as the blood clots within
my heart
neverending screaming out for help
no one ever hears
I know
I know
I'm not screaming loud enough
don't really want to be heard
anyway
neverending thoughts of wanting to
end it all
end it all
again