I'm looking into myself
don't like what I see
negativity
consumes me
eating up my soul
making my insides an empty
black
hole
I'm looking into myself
wondering what is left
wondering if I have enough
to go around
pretending
to be
whatever it is I'm not
anymore
living in a world
of
what I am
unreal
I'm looking into myself
and the mirror
spits me back out
tasting juices flowing out of
my broken
heart
and
broken soul
as my mind wanders around
my head
and I am spent
tired of looking for something
inside myself
that I just can't find...