decisions
clog my brain so much
that I want to get out
of my head
though
I am stuck in a neverending
battle with myself
with love
with life
as I shift my indecisiveness
to my heart
and
my heart is too battered
to care
so
I’m stuck once again
never did I learn to get
out of myself
quick enough
to figure anything out
in time
so
decisions drive me crazier
than I
am
already
so I …
analyze to death
to avoid
impulsivity
and contemplate on every decision
in life
so I …
don’t make the wrong ones
again