contemplation

decisions

clog my brain so much

that I want to get out

of my head

though

I am stuck in a neverending

battle with myself

with love

with life

as I shift my indecisiveness

to my heart

and

my heart is too battered

to care

so

I’m stuck once again

never did I learn to get

out of myself

quick enough

to figure anything out

in time

so

decisions drive me crazier

than I

am

already

        so I …

analyze to death

to avoid

impulsivity

and contemplate on every decision

in life

        so I …

don’t make the wrong ones

again

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