it hurts my heart
everytime
I think about it
as we
laughed about all the things
we wanted to
accomplish
as forever friends
you were secretly plotting against me
it pains me
everytime
I see your face
attitude ridden and hard
difficult to break through
anymore
as I try to comprehend why
and when
everything changed
situations change
(I say to myself)
it kills me inside
everytime
I start to cry about
what you tried to do to me
the
decietful way you betrayed
my trust
turned my words around
using it against me
for
your own personal gain
as you
bask in your glory of nothingness
situations change
(I say ...)
karma
is a bitch
so
I need not waste my tears
on you
on this
anymore
though I still do
still hurting as I see you
everyday
being the person that I never knew
was inside of you
as the
green
eyed
monster
takes control of you
even though
I have nothing
and
you have it all...