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it is becoming a reality

these days

of

pure

   physical

           pain

I'm trying to hold on

I'm trying to keep trying

I know

that I can make it

but

don't know if I should

or

if I even want to

my shattered heart is

beyond repair

emotionally battered

day after day after day

it seems

it's giving up on me

reality

is catching up with me

letting me know that this is it

for me

blood pressure rises

each and every time I think

of thinking

which makes it even harder for me

to breathe

pure

   physical

           pain

takes over me

no matter how long I try to

hold on





       (they say that I have 3-6 months

                     left)

I rather look death in the

face

now and get it overwith