my own personal hell

dead inside

as the blood drips down

my arm again

feeling like the world is

crashing

down on me

shriveling up inside

myself

where no one can find me

colder

inside my heart

as the blade dips

deeper into my skin

wanting it to be over

soon

can't keep hearing

those voices

within me

telling me shit

that I don't want to

hear

anymore

blood drips faster now

as I

slip into unconsciousness

          (my own unconsciousness)

never knowing

fantasy from reality

slipping away from everything

needing to be

one with whatever comes next

I wait

waiting for the inevitable

to

finally

happen


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