dead inside
as the blood drips down
my arm again
feeling like the world is
crashing
down on me
shriveling up inside
myself
where no one can find me
colder
inside my heart
as the blade dips
deeper into my skin
wanting it to be over
soon
can't keep hearing
those voices
within me
telling me shit
that I don't want to
hear
anymore
blood drips faster now
as I
slip into unconsciousness
(my own unconsciousness)
never knowing
fantasy from reality
slipping away from everything
needing to be
one with whatever comes next
I wait
waiting for the inevitable
to
finally
happen